I am by no means a fake Nigga. However, I do get bored of the mortal realm. It's so fucking boring being alive on earth. I thought I was sad. And I was indeed sad. But how I'm feeling now? I am absolutely bored. I didn't think I would get to this point in life. I was never taught how to be a normal human in my childhood and so I thought something was wrong with me because of, let's just call what I went through as a child as "extenuating circumstances." I wanted to be like everyone else for so long that being deprived of that is most likely the reason why I'm the way I am now. I want to try to enjoy living life but I'm fucking bored of "humanity." It's so dysfunctional and hateful. The people propagate that hatred. I can't imagine being like "mortals" and the problems they create. I have said I want to be a Voodoo God of Annihilation and erase all coons and the people who turned their backs on me as if I meant nothing to them from existence, after I die and enter the afterlife and Baron Samedi "spirits me away" to Ginen. When I say annihilate, I mean take the life of of someone in a way that they cannot reincarnate back into the realm of the living as a different person. Is that morbid? Yes. But I don't know if other Black people have even thought about doing this or if it will even work. However, I do know that Voodoo is real based on personal experience. So I don't think it is impossible.