What's a vacation? Think about it. You've traveling to a place of enjoyment, for a few days, a week, a few weeks, a few months - only to return to the grind (concrete jungle), to re-joint the hustle and bustle of life. Why leave were you enjoy being? The leaving part has to be traumatizing, to a certain degree, even on a sub-conscious level. It's like a baby being torn from his, or her, mother's arms, never to return again, for another year, few years, of few decades. That has GOT TO BE physiologically draining, depressing, and traumatic. Vacations are like taking a lolly from a baby, when it's time to leave and return to your 9 to 5. Solution: find something lucrative to engage in, that increases your income daily, were you barely have to lift a finger to accomplish a professional goal/tasks. Something you can do remotely/online, that provides maximum 'free time'. That way, you can take a vay-kay, to your favorite country, city or region of the world and stay there - long-term and maybe permanently (preserving your mental health). Issue solved. 😉😊