If we ever drift away 
Would you come back to me, always?
Would you chase me again?
Would you never stop lovin me?
Do you still think I'm your dream girl?
Somebody might notice, 
Might study you 
From the way you keep gazin in my direction..
And I move on with my life....

It feels like one of those romantic films 
Where a man never stops pursuin his ex 
After a breakup...his soul loves her deeply 
So he finds ways to win her back...
Yet why did he and his former lover broke up in the first place?

In the real world 
I'm livin in,
It never happens....
I'm not in a lovey dovey movie 
If I break up with a boyfriend 
He's not goin to pursue me again...
He's not goin to chase me around anymore...
He's goin to move on with another lady...
It always happens...
His soul doesn't love me....
His mind isn't about me....

If we break up, we break up for a reason....
Fightin for our love can be unhealthy in harsh reality...

For me
If I want a guy 
Who never stops lovin me, 
And we broke up,
I wouldn't know 
If he's thinkin of me 
If he's still lookin into my dark brown eyes 
If he says, "I still want you, baby. I never went out with 
Another woman...you're still my dream girl."

And I move on 
And somehow I can't trust him anymore 
Whatever the reason is...
He might always be around 
Lookin at me the way a husband adores his wife 
Like his devotion never seems to go away....
He's not insane he respects my space....

I don't know....
I never know 
If we ever torn apart 
Would you convince me to give you another chance?
Would you try to romance me again and again 
Even though we continue to be friends?
Would you whisper sweet nothings to me?
I'd try not to shed a tear 
I still feel the same 
But we can't be together anymore
Cos you might break my heart 

You apologized 
Over and over 
You haven't moved on 
You still act like 
My shinin knight armor
You make promises 
And I have to think about it...
All in your eyes 
Says 

I can't lose my baby girl...

I melt...
 
You constantly write love letters 
And I block 
Buy me roses
And threw them in the trash 
Then

You be like 
What can I do to get my woman back in my arms?
Even if you're willin to cheat on your new girl with me
Even if your family and friends said you can't stop talkin about me..
And I have no love spells on you...

It's never happened
It's never goin to happen
If a man of my dreams keep chasing me
For decades after we split...

It's happened in movies
Tv series
Not in the real world...

I asked again
If we ever break up, and stay broken up
Would you come runnin back to me?
Cos your feelings never really vanished...
You fake that you don't care
You lie to yourself that I don't exist
And your eyes, those eyes tell me differently
When I look the other way, you keep glancin my way
I still get butterflies, I still blush...
Honestly
I do want my man to chase me around
after we broke up...
Just like in the movies...
I want my man to convince me that I'm the one
I'm his dream girl... I want him to show me
We're meant to be together and at the same time
I need space...

The thing is,
It never happened...
Only in my daydreams
🐻🍭❣️🫶🏾♾️✨🫂💯©️ Kai C. 11-2-24