I wanna be pretty

I wanna be pretty
I wanna be prettier

Only to get guys to like me…

What kind of makeup I should wear?
So I could get a male’s attention…

What do I wear?

I want Boys to look at me
Not her….

I wanna be that crush’s dream girl…

All I gotta do is to be
Gorgeous with all that makeup
To catch a male gaze….
And I’ll be his girlfriend forever….

I don’t wanna be natural
Natural is dull
Give me my makeup please
I have to be prettier and prettier..

When I look in the mirror
I am ugly…
No man wants me…

I put on my blush,
My eye shadow
My lipgloss
That way he won’t walk away
He will see me beautiful…
Right?
~

Dear ladies,

Did you know
Guys like natural beauty?
Some of them like women
Without makeup…
There’s no need impress him…
Wearin cover girl doesn’t define you?
Your fake lashes ain’t the definition of
Your real self…
I don’t wear makeup..
I wear a smile
I wear my face which is clean…
I express my happiness
My cheers
Would I wanna wear a supermodel
Mask to get a male gaze?
That’s a pick me behavior….
You gotta realize
All men are not goin to look your way…
Some of them wanna fuck your pussy…
Some of them are jerks…
And there are the nice ones who don’t care
What you look like…
I know you wanna look good for your man…
But when a real man truly loves you,
He doesn’t give a fuck about your makeup
He already knows you’re beautiful inside and out..
You ladies
Should get to know yourselves
Get to learn how to love yourselves
Don’t try to impress anybody
Who doesn’t care about your worth….
Y’all ain’t ugly
Stop sayin that
Stop forcin colorism on yourselves
Stop bleachin
Stop doin all the shit you consider
As beautiful…why do you think
You need bbl?

If you don’t take this message
Seriously and you think I’m hatin on
You, you would regret…
Or not….
It’s really unfortunate that you want a
Man’s attention in such a bad way…
Doin all the plastic surgery
Doin all the pills
Just cos you want a man you’re infatuated with
To have a glance in your direction…
When he only wants to sleep with you…
When he’s not that into you romantically…
You could be a placeholder…
Sorry to say….

You were goin to make yourself
Prettier…the most prettiest in the world
To him…you said you were goin to have his
Eyes only for me…are you a voodoo witch?
Castin a spell on him? It will backfire….

You say, “I wanna be pretty, I wanna be prettier
Than other women, I want them to envy…
I want them to know they can’t have my man.”

It’s crazy…
I don’t get it
You go overboard
Chasin men
Wearin paints all over your face
Only cos some jock say
You are ugly
You believe him
You took his validation seriously
And you put too much everythin on
Your complexion
Wearin tight clothes to look like
A stripper…
Only cos

You want your crush to glance
At you
When really you don’t have to do
All that….
You really don’t….
The word ugly is untasteful…
It’s powerful
Especially when the audience
Laughs and agree with him..
Even your crush turns the other cheek…

Fuck them
They have miserable lives…

You are beautiful…
Ok?
You’re truly beautiful…
You have to know that…
Don’t let the covergirl be your reminder…
One day
When a real man comes into your life
He’s goin to fall in love with you
Without makeup on…
He’s goin to think your dimples are cute
He’s goin to adore all your different kinds of smiles
He’s goin to look at you while you ain’t lookin…
He understands your self conscious
But still thinks you’re the most sexiest woman alive…

Have a little faith
In you..
In real love…
Real love doesn’t call anybody ugly…
You have to learn that
Understand that
Or not…

But don’t bring your low self esteem around me..
I don’t wanna witness pick me behaviors…
Society is too wrong for tellin us women we have to be a certain way
Damn patriarchy…damn racism…
Do we have to?
We’re not playboys
Beauty standards gotta go…

Ladies
We’re gorgeous in our own way…
Don’t even bother
Never worry…
Just love ourselves, ok?

Sincerely,
Kai Createss

🫶🏾💯✊🏿✨©️ Kai C. 11-11-24