You ruined my heart…

You ruined my heart…
Did you know that?
You ruined me 
Don’t care 
You laugh 
Pointin at me 

Like 
I’m just another sarcasm….

I see,
I go away….
and didn’t return after that…

Now your world is quiet…
You’re bored….
Well you didn’t want me
So thanks for lettin me know…
For showin me who you really are….
Your truest colors….

Cos i don’t wanna be around you 
I don’t wanna love you….

You think 
Your cruelty will make me stay?
No….

You ruined my heart 
I decided to remove myself 
From your dismissals…

I move on 
Years later 
You come back 
And I’m with someone else 

You wanna talk 
You fall back into me
And my man saw your hollow eyes 
On me

His hand lingers my back 
Protectively 
You truly realize what you lost 
And you lost my heart…

I gave it to somebody 
Else who doesn’t ruin it….
Look we could be friends 
and I appreciate the lesson 
You taught me….

You taught me 
The wrong ways 
Of lovin, of carin 
and I shouldn’t stay to wait 
You….you never want to change 
Not even for yourself….

I left 
Findin a man who loves me, too
Unconditionally….
a healthy relationship that is sustained Through 
Ups and downs….
A real love I witness is so grounded….

Cos you ruined my heart 
My soul 
It’s impossible to get back together 
With your ego 
When your feelings ain’t genuine…
I’m not goin back to where you act like 
You ain’t mine….

I left 
I went away 
Not knowin 

I had to start all over again 
By lovin me first 
Fix my heart 
Clear my brain 
With gentle care 
And hard truths….

I reshaped my dignity 
A day at a time 
Wiped my tears 
And smiled again 
Cos 
I’m not goin to be sick 
All over you 
Ever again….

You ruined my heart…
You did…
💯❣️©️ Kai C. 6-13-25