I WAS BROKEN, PART 4

You never intended to share a dime of that wealth with the people who enriched your coffers. We’re responsible for your corporate markets, financial banking institutions, and even your charitable foundations that now exclude those in Alkebulan because of Musty Elon, trump, DOGE, and the GOP congress. We've learned how to live off little or nothing while they lived off the fat of the lamb. To every humble or poor white person who has no problem worshiping a Black Messiah or the Father, bless you. To watch megachurch pastors proclaim they can't worship Jesus, as they call Him, as a Black savior, explain? They love money and the pleasures of this world that some men of the cloth refuse to indulge in, such as mine. The Father loves the meek and humble; He rewards them before man. I learned from my apostle/prophet that false humility or vain pride can't be present before the Father; it's inflated, conceited pride; He despises it. Humility and chastening bless one’s soul if you believe in God. It's why your grandma beat you half to death when you were a child. It felt like she was exorcizing Satan out of your bouté. That hurt. She wasn't trying to break your spirit; she was saving your soul. I needed about 60 more butt whippings growing up; that's how rotten I was. We can't relive our past; that's melancholic. {Psalm 90:10 The days of our years are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away}. I’m 61, giving me 10yrs or more before this ends, according to that scripture. Well, I'll be a… {Job 7:9 As the cloud is consumed and vanisheth away: so he that goeth down to the grave shall come up no more}. I hope to rise from the sulfur pits with Yahusha. Suffering in hell with numerous lost souls who blame you for destroying their dominion won't feel like Club Med or a vacation in the Bahamas; it's hell. They’ll never take responsibility for their violent atrocities against Jacob. We are no longer scapegoats for their fundamental failures. You gave yourselves a 400yr head start. How did you mess that up? You hate us and all who aren't like you. The veils have been lifted. We see you for who you are, and more importantly, the world sees you. We worshiped a false image of the savior, which they all are by admission, that was white for over 500yrs without a problem. As a matter of fact, Black people defended the image of a white Messiah. They were ignorant and had a colonized mindset; they're still on the plantation. Whelp, I’ve spilled my heart out, which appears to be as hard as a rock to many. Judge me, and may the Father spare me. I'd rather not stay in hell for more than 3hrs or however long it takes Yahusha to raise the dead. Chain George Washington, trump, and Thomas Jefferson in hell instead of me for a thousand years. We were built for this, Yisrael. Are we worthy of the Father’s blessing Yisrael? Is there a pot of righteous salvation waiting at the end of this rainbow, Father? Don't ask those who dog-walked and hated me after you baptized us with fire 45yrs ago; don't ask anybody. Kids and adults thought violence and intimidation would ingratiate me toward them theorizing I’d wake up in 3 weeks. That was 1/2 a century ago. My people are seriously traumatized and damaged. Baptize us again in Yahusha's name and teach me how to throw hands or raw feces at people like monkeys from Zoo. Atlanta or how bout a Lion with a healthy prostate that's hung lower than than a Zulu or Genghis Khan? I want Chaka Khan. Grand Risings, Yashra’al. You are loved, Yisrael. Shalom. 12/22/2025

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