Self discipline 

I don’t understand 
Why people can’t be 
Unfaithful to their partners 
To themselves…

Do we have to 
Use our private parts 
As brains, not the actual brain?

I don’t understand 
We see attractive humans 
All the time… for men 
They think it’s a part of 
Being a man…for women,
they want attention….
Those are the lame excuses 
To cheat….

You can’t blame your lover 
For your disloyalty….
You ain’t a healthy person 
Yourself to be a significant other…
It’s you….
You insecure 
You unhappy 
You immature 
You wanted to fuck all the time 
And your spouse won’t give it to you 
You didn’t have a sit downs conversation 
About the issue…
You just went and fuck another person 
You want fantasy like Disney 
Not the reality….

Nobody told you 
About self discipline 
Nobody told you 
That lust gets the best of you…
You let your temptation stretch 
And long so is your pride,
Now You lost the best thing that happened 
To you 
Cos part of it is your lack of self discipline….

I don’t know
Or you don’t give a damn 
But sex isn’t everythin….
There’s more to life than 
Feelin pleasure…
You never wanna take accountability 
You’re irresponsible 
Plus you refuse to wear condoms 
Or not even birth control 

No need to hear you say 
You’re lonely…
No you listen to that ego….
You chose to break someone’s heart
You chose to keep it in the dark 
You chose to cover up with your fibby stories…

You have 
No self discipline 
Whatsoever….
Why would you want your ex to come back and 
Stay?
So you can play
You think your former lover is stupid…
Past loves blocked you 

And you are all alone….
Empty 
How come you never went to therapy?
How come you never wanna be a better human being?
Do you regret it?
Or you don’t care?

💯©️Kai C. 5-17-26