If a racist kills me

If a racist kills me
I will haunt 
I will be in someone’s nightmares 
I will give him or her bad days…
I will be the karma….
No peace
Just choas and tears….
Not even before a deathbed….

If a coon kills me for the 
Sake of white validation 
I will do the same thing…
Haunt and swimmin in his or her night terrors…
Be a consequence in his or her fall….

You ask 
Why would I do that?
You said it’s not nice 
Well would you want 
Someone who wants to kill you 
Out of racism?
Intentionally?

I will hold grudges 
I will become a demon that holy water 
Doesn’t work…
I want vengeance 
I want my serial killer to learn 
A lesson the hard way…
I want to let that person live in their 
Own stubbornness 
Til ego slips away…

I will be that kind of ancestor 
Who never rests til 
A racist or coon can’t take 
All the anxiety anymore 
They will be overwhelmed 
They will be scared 
They will lose themselves 
In the dark…

It’s a promise 

You may think 
I got goodness in me 
I do….
I don’t wanna leave 
My racist my coon alone 
Til the nervous system can’t breathe 
Anymore….

If a racist kills me 
You best believe I’m goin to get 
My spiritual reparations 
There’s no forgiveness….
Racist doesn’t deserve 
It, not even empathy 
Same thing with the coon….

I hope 
Racist and coon 
Believe in ghosts
Maybe not….
I’ll be the woman in their dreams 
Runnin their toes over 
Constantly 
Every night 
Every nap….

I could be worse than Freddy Krueger….

So get your pills 
Your coffee..
I will make racist or coon 
Or both 
To go to the psych ward….
Make them go insane 
Cos 

They saw my face 
In their houses 
At work 
At a family gatherin…
I hope nobody stops me 
From creepin 

Into the bones of evil….
I don’t want them to 
Live their best lives 
That’s a no no…

I don’t believe in ghosts
However my spirit will not 
Rest til racist or coon 
Or both will realize 
Their wrongdoin…
Til their guilt has force them to 
Take an accountability 

Honestly 
I don’t know what accountability 
Looks like….

I will haunt 
I will make them feel uncomfortable 
Even if they don’t see me
I’m goin to be with karma 
Or be that karma 
Who bestows magic…

✊🏿💯©️kai C. 6-16-26