Dear sweet diary,

I fell in love with a boy,
I fell in love I did
But I don’t know
What love is…
Can you tell me
What love is?
Does it hurt?
Do I smile?
I don’t know anythin
About a feelin,

Should I run away
With him?
Leave all the scarlet letters
Ago?
And just run away
To be married…

I know I’m young
But In love
Every time he’s around
I get coy
Little butterflies flyin

Is this what love looks like,
Feels like?
Oh sweet diary,
Sweet sweet diary,
I feel like a pretty Juliet
Thinkin about her Romeo…

I hope I can keep this
Love lasts longer…
I hope I can feel joy
With him…

I hope so…

Cos I wish upon a star
Somewhere in the sky
There might be a boy
Who would dance with me
At a ball and run away together
In our own love story…

Yes diary
I wish for that…
I wish I can stay in love
With him from the beginnin
To our forever….

Do you think I’m silly
For wishin a true romance
For wishin on a boy feels the same way
About me, too?

You might think
I’m so naive
Being a Disney princess
Being a damsel in distress
Wantin a picture perfect relationship…
While livin in this real world
Where heartbreaks does exist…
Fallin in love with the wrong person does exist…

I’m aware of this
All of this
But this boy
The way he looks at me
My heart went to asylum….
And I’ve never felt this way before

Like he’s my soulmate…
I’d love to run away
With him
Grow old
Together

It’s not all in my head…

He’s the one, sweet diary
He’s the love of my life…

Sincerely,
Young girl In love

💙🫶🏾©️ Kai C. 7-26-23