Now why did I have to become so attached to Black politics before I became sexually active? I get turned off so easily. I don't have experience having coon sex or bussing coon nuts nor do I even want to or understand why you Black people hold onto your sexual attraction outside of your race. It was easy for me to see no value in being sexually attracted outside of my race when I was 22 years old and I am 28 now. And on further note, how I think makes it exceptionally hard to look up to older Black men. Because I don't have a "process" of accepting them.