Abusive relationships

If you’re in a bad situation,
With your partner,
If you stay longer,
You will pass away….

I’m sorry
That your ears don’t wanna hear
That, but it’s the truth….

When your partner makes you
Suffer, instead of makin you feel unsafe
And you didn’t leave…you never left

It means that you will die, or be
Forever lost….your whole self is
Gone…you sold your soul to
Narcissism….

You keep sayin
Your lover loves you
Ya only for show…
You got upset at your real friends
Sayin this isn’t real love…
Walk away rollin your eyes…
Next thing you know
You got another hard smack
Another hard kick….

You see
You ain’t treatin yourself
Like a human
Cos you let someone bully you
Way too much….
You can’t change a cruel person….

You put your makeup on
So nobody sees your scars
But will recognize no stars in
Your eyes….you forgave your
Your soul crusher too many times
With flowers and candy..spoilin you
Rotten til you forget everythin that’s
Happenin….

You don’t wanna fight back,
You wanna change a person
To teach him or her how to love
In the correct way when deep down
Nothin will turn into somethin new…

You completely ignored your gut…
You wanna love you don’t wanna be alone…
Yet your so called the love of your life
Is with someone else…

Where’s your respect?
Your backbone?
It’s gone..
You went isolated to be with the wrong one….
You cried so much you get bitter
Kids are watchin you…

You believe in your fantasy
You believe in your own love story
However this human being hates you….
This human being hates itself…

Abusive relationships
Gives your mind and soul filled with toxicity
No stars in your eyes….
You choose not to wake up and see
Your reality is hurtin your bones….
Your loved ones got tears rollin
Tryin to save your dumb ass…
From the grave….

You gave your partner way too much power….
It’s not clickin in your head…
You said I will keep changin myself
For love, he or she is just angry
That’s all…please don’t hurt my
Beloved…ok don’t call the cops

You grabbed the phone
Away askin your friends your loved ones
To promise not to dial
Not to fuck your partner up…
They will, some won’t

They can tell how damaged you truly are
Even you knew that, but you continue to linger
You believed that you can’t live without that partner
Who doesn’t give a fuck about you….
Call you pathetic, bitch, ugly
Every verbal word that caused you to drop to the floor…

Constantly,
You teachin your daughters or Sons
How to Be with someone who doesn’t care….
And they continue to this cycle…
This horrific truama…
Unless one or few can break the curse..

You see,
You’re vulnerable
You’re so easy
People keep teachin
You not to manipulate
Not to gaslight you
Yet you didn’t
Cos

You love that monster…
You fell in love with the ugliest heart..
It’s the drama…sex is amazin
But that person doesn’t love you
Doesn’t like you….

Abusive relationships
Is where you die, or completely lost
Yourself in the mist of brokenness….
You’re not ok..
You choose not to care for your well being
Cos of this person who beats you up
Everyday….worst part about it is
That people mind their business….
Leavin them alone…it becomes another true crime….
And you turned into a dead body or go into
A hospital….

Psychotic partners are not good
They will never take no for an answer

And I wish abusive relationships doesn’t exist at all…
💯✊🏿💔😢©️ Kai C. 5-28-24