I want love

When I saw a couple
From junior high
Standin by a locker
I sat a classroom doorway
Lookin at them
A boy gently rubs his girlfriend’s face
And she melts… I didn’t hear
Their conversation… it was just them
And me watchin…I don’t mean to sound
Stalkish…I just have those I want love
Moments every time I see lovers doin
Little Things for each other…it’s the sweetest…

So ya as a teenager
In junior high,
I wanted a boyfriend….
I wanted a crush to be my boyfriend
It didn’t happen….
Well he doesn’t feel the same…
Plus we’re too young…
And many junior high relationships
Didn’t last long….
Even high school
Plus

Boys
Teenage romance
Flirtin
Shouldn’t be on my brain
While workin on your schoolwork
But it was…..
Especially when we read some love scenes
In English class..
Those I want love moments
Come up

Shit, I wanted to be Juliet
Who loves her Romeo….
As I got older
Realizin
The hopeless and hopeful romantic
In me has evolved a lot
And I still have those

I want love moments….

I tend to write them in my poetry
A lot cos there are people who still have those,
Too…I’m not alone…

🫶🏾♥️🍭❣️💯😍🥰©️ Kai C. 6-5-24