I’m going to stick
With my man…
No matter what
Everybody say
He loves me
All I gotta do is change him…

I’m goin to put him on
The internet and shame him
Cos he broke my heart again and
Again….

Then there’s the comments section

People are tellin me
To leave this guy
He doesn’t love you
He doesn’t care about you
Girl why are you embarrassin yourself?

My feelings are hurt….
They’re mean…
I thought they would give me
An advice on how to change him
On how to make him love me….
I defend him
I defend him in my videos

Tellin everybody
Leave us alone,
It was a joke
And he’s such a sweetheart
And no these are not excuses….

He doesn’t have a cruel behavior
How dare y’all….
~

That man
Doesn’t love you
That man
Doesn’t want you….
Why are you being delusional?
He don’t want you….
You’re smarter than that….
You see
We women want to be
With a man, do we get told to get
A man who loves you back?
We ain’t thinkin clearly
We forever analyze
Does our partners want us or not?
Then our dreams and intuition are havin
A discussion with us
About this man is mr wrong
And we don’t listen….

We wanna be fuckin
Hardheaded
We wanna be mr wrong’s dream girl…
We wanna continue to love the abuse…
And not lovin ourselves at all…

It’s why today’s society
Called these desperate women
The pick me’s…it fit perfectly…..

I wish these women could stop
Givin their hearts and bodies away
So easy…. I wish they could take care of themselves first
I was them before…I was in their shoes….
I wanted my exes to love me, I wanted my old crushes
To chase me around…. I gave my heart away so easily
Without thinkin…I wanted love
Love so real, beautiful and sweet….
Yet

I was hardheaded
I was delusional
I was hopin a lot
There’s goin to change

In reality,
You can’t change a man
You can’t turn him into someone you want….
Plus
There’s a reason why you have to take care of
Yourself before you tumble into someone’s arms….
And to be real with you,
We don’t wanna take care of ourselves….
We don’t think about ourselves…
We continue to ponder the ones who don’t give a damn
About our well being….
We’re blind….we keep followin our heartaches
Without usin our own noggin….

Women y’all need to wake up
Or not….chose to stay in the delulu….💔💯©️ Kai C. 7-19-24