I’ve never been married before

I’ve never been married before…
So I don’t know what’s like to be a wife….
I wanna marry someone, cos I wanna love someone forever…
Is it a wrong reason, or right?
I wanna commit, I wanna take his last name
And truly keep my vows…
I wanna wear my ring, i wanna fuck my husband….

My own vision of marriage to me is
That my spouse and I could laugh together
And through tough days , we could make up..
We don’t wanna go to bed every night mad…
We should be able to take care of each other….

That’s what a marriage looks like to me…
It involves both of us,
We don’t do toxic, we do healthy…

I hear stories, I witnessed married couples…
They stay together for a long time,
And I want that, I want companionship
The fact I don’t want the idea of divorce to slip up…
That’s a no no…

I wanna be able to enjoy my future hubby…
His company his jokes, his smiles, his sexy voice
And the way he makes love to me…

I’m being for real….

I’ve never been married before,
And I shouldn’t give an advice…
Though i took notes in my head
My brother, he’s married to his wife
For a long time…
He said to me is, “marry someone who you could
Chill with.”
I said ok….

I gotta have my future husband to chill with…

❣️🍭🧸💕♾️💯🫶🏾♥️©️ Kai C. 8-27-24