You know what’s the worst about
Us that when we blame a white man
Somehow we became a white man…
Somebody has a point…
I don’t mean to sound negative
Towards my people
But it’s the truth…

And a white man just usually sits back
Checkmatin each of us on chess…
Do we ever know we’re doin his dirty work?
Or don’t recognize what we’re doin?
We still wanna be like him, we’ll always think
He’s a standard when really, that guy doesn’t
Bathe for weeks…let’s that sink in…

A white man is superior? Haha
And melaninated race follows his footsteps…
That’s cos we’re conditioned to do so….

That trauma colonizers who became slaveowners
Place in our dna and we passed it on and on and on….
To our countless generations..some will break
The cycles cos in the black families, abuses of self
Hate and hate for our race is our daily tradition…
Black people keep that white man alive in their souls…

It’s why we have Stockholm syndrome….sadly
We don’t speak about it in the black community…

The thing is, white people knew they put a major pain,
Major heartache on us…and they still do…they do so many
Things that triggers us and got a lot of nerve to tell us
Slavery was in the past, get over it…they put it in our faces
And we have learned to desensitize the hurt unfortunately….
Also give them a pass…and somehow we became Europeans
Terrorizin our own people, still doin a white man’s ugly job…
Some of us are his pawns….

I can only hear him say, “Such a good nigger. That’s what I wanted,
To destroy yourself and your own people. “
With his bad breath risin, his evil eyes are glowin…
He wanted us to lynch ourselves and our own people…
While he stands there and watch, with all our resources he stole…

Along with his white family…🤬💔💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 9-28-24