I wish
Y’all wouldn’t
Hate yourselves
I wish
Y’all wouldn’t
Hate your own people
Cos of melaninated skin
Cos of racism told y’all
To hate your own race
For them to conquer and divide
Gettin benefits from our hatefulness….
Hatefulness towards us….
Yes hate is a strong word
But it fits with our own actions
It aligns with our own destruction….
Violence and cruelty is on our
Productive list to do…it’s not all of
Us….some takes pride in blackness….
Some talk about our issues within
Our community, yet others are like
We don’t care….

Honestly
Black people
Has the most positive attitudes
Towards anti blackness…
It’s true….and it’s heartbreakin..
They still wanna be white…
Some wanna be Asian….
Some wanna be Latino…
Self hate is too real…
It’s another mental disorder
Another Stockholm syndrome….

Black race
Don’t look at themselves
In the mirror
And appreciate what they have
As a gorgeous nation…
They’ve never learned that
They’re original…til years later…
They never learned racism white supremacy
Truly cares about skin color…
There are so much info out there
About us that they will continue
To erase…to paint over our own
History….

The crazy part
Is that we speak anger in
Whispers or through
Empty room
Cos somehow we’re not suppose to
Spill our emotions in front of
White folks, yet they still think we ain’t
Humans…we are humans….
They control our emotions
Like we’re kids….
They put gospel to soothe
Our souls….cos white people don’t wanna
Get jumped….

Some black people
Could break the spell
And beat the shit out of white folks…
You know,
White people are actin as our parents
When they’re small children of the human race
The last ones…and we let them tell us what to do….
They created a system to oppress us throughout
The centuries….

Too much abuse
Too much violence
Too much neglect
In between
And they find ways to lock down our minds
And in our bubble thoughts
We bow down to whiteness a lot….
Not all of us can’t decolonize….
Those of us are stuck in their European ways….
It’s why you observe many slave mentalities….
It’s how you witness self hate spewin louder….
Self hate’s main best friend is self disrespect….
There’s no dignity in many of us….

When you speak about black power,
Black people be like you’re racist…
You can’t save them all….
As much as you wanted to….
Black people are white peoplin…..
Another reason we can’t all unite…
💯✊🏿😢🤬©️ Kai C. 11-24-24