You know, I've gotten tired of aniggas telling me how horny they are and sending me dick pics. Hasn't happened for a while and I'm sure that is something I wanted.

Oh, by the way. I feel like sexual orientation is kinda of irrelevant at this point. I like men a bit. No. I have wanted to be pleased sexually and properly and that has yet to happen to me. It's not like I can't cum. It's more of these Niggas sexual abilities being sub par... And I'm working on regaining my sexual attraction towards Black women. Actually, I never lost it. It's just somewhere in the forest in my mind because my 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 beat on me and called me out of my name when I was a child. Childhood abuse. And because she has been my example of what a Black woman is, even though I would see random Blacl women as a small child and 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐄 at them at various stores, wishing they were my mother instead. And I could swear I could sense how good of a person they were. And some of them noticed I was staring at them. 😂

Why do ya'll give out "bogus dick?" I've literally never tried to have bad sex on purpose. It makes me not want to be on dating apps. Basic Black men and their need to breed something like a plantation buck. It's pathetic to me and I don't be wondering why I be going 7 months plus without being sexually active. But then again, I don't think I've ever had sex with someone who was "Pro Black." Maybe that is what has been holding me back from achieving orgasm with 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄.

I know men can simply make themselves nut if the sex is decent enough, but I don't want to lower myself to ever do that. I don't think I tried that ever because the sex I have had has 𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 been bogus.

And yes, I'm actually posting this. I get tired of the boring shit I see on social media. So I wanted to give the world something actually real and 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋.