You miss me after you chose the other woman

You miss me after you chose the other woman…
First of all, make up your mind….
Secondly, I don’t want you….
Ever since I’m gone, 
You begin to think of me…
That’s cos you feel guilty…
All of a sudden, You wanna hold my hand…
Gaslightin me that it was a mistake….

I wanna stay away from you…
I don’t wanna give my love to your heart 
Where there are lies….
I’m not goin to learn to trust you again 
You’re the worst boyfriend I’ve ever known….

So no, 
Fuck no 
Now you’re bored of your sidechick 
and you realize I’m more lovin…
It’s too late….
You feel bad cos you got caught….
You got called out…
You know what, 
You got no respect for yourself 
All you do is follow your temptations 
Listenin to your urges 
When you knew better….
you just didn’t care….

Exes will always come back 
For pumpin their egos
For gainin their energies
For thinkin they still have power over their former lovers
Or they genuinely apologize for what they have done….
Like they are actually sorry for breaking hearts 
Knowin deep down they still love them…..

It’s difficult to believe that 
To trust that 
You don’t wanna start the brokenness all over again….

I forgave you a long time ago….
You go back to the other woman 
Or be alone…
I move on 
I wasn’t thinkin about you…
I was thinkin about my life, my peace….
You made your decision….

When you heard the news 
That I fall for someone else who treats me right 
You got upset 
You said you would convince me to leave my man 
To be with you again 
To give you a second chance 
And I said no….
Are you goin to block my way?
Are you goin to drown me in misery once more?
That ain’t happenin…..

I live without you..
You can try to bring up the memories 
You can try to reason me about how you take care of me 
You’re just mad that I’m with my husband 
And you’re not my dream man….
I don’t pay attention to you….
Your friends have observed your obsession 
About our past togetherness 
Sayin you miss him 
and you cried holdin my photo….
They said I love you still 
Have they realized I’m married?
They tried to steal my diamond ring 
And have me divorce the love of my life…

I ignored them all….
I discarded you….
Get over it 
Leave me alone 
Go find someone 
Some lady to manipulate 
Cos 

What I learned about this whole position 
Is that you cheated, and I can’t stay if you cheated 
Constantly…. I can’t respect myself to wait for you 
To stop….i have dignity for my own heart to vanish 
From your world….you erase me…
Once I’m nowhere near 
Guess what 
You never really erase me completely 
The fact that my absences became 
Your 5 o’clock shadow…
My silence has murdered the pieces of 
Your soul…..
It’s the reason I blocked your name 
You’re no longer my wish forever…
You’re just another lesson….

You miss me after you chose the other woman 
I think it’s funny when you truly recognize what you have lost….

You lost me 
Since the day you kissed another woman 
On the lips sayin I love you…
Knowin it was a thrill, passionate illusion 
Yet you don’t even love her either…
You love fuckin her pussy…💯©️ Kai C. 4-25-25