HE GOT THIS, PART 4

You sowed into my life several times, and I watched how you fought against the principalities of darkness that sought your first fruit’s life. You are what I can only hope to be as a father one day and a significant other to the woman the Most High has for me. May I be as good of a partner and comforter to that woman and all of our children as you’ve been to your family. You can laugh; I’m impotent and old enough to be Methuselah's great-great-uncle. The Father answers prayers even if my faith is little or the size of a mustard seed. He can do much with little, and you are great in His Kingdom because you have been treated as the least among your relatives. Not for what you did for me, but for honoring Yahusha’s word. I didn't deserve you or Apostle Johnson’s kindness. May the Most High bless both you and your families continually. For those who live fearing my rabid anxiety attacks, don't. I won’t post this rant until church service is over. I hope I get up in time to attend. I don't want everyone who comes to church service sitting fearing my anxiety issues or me going Tiki Tiki Boom. I confess I’m sick in the head, and my thoughts are a twisted horror story. If you don’t see me at church in the morning, it’s because I spent all of Saturday night and Sunday morning composing what became a rant. Moreover, I’m tired of making people uncomfortable. The smirks I received from some female members, including children, were a hint and a half that my psychosis won't be tolerated. May you never endure my life, and I'm reassured as hell I do not want to go to hell because I couldn’t find it in my heart to forgive someone; BUT!!!

Psalm 18:3-9
3 I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

4 The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid.

5 The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me.

6 In my distress I called upon the Lord, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.

7 Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations also of the hills moved and were shaken, because he was wroth.

8 There went up a smoke out of his nostrils, and fire out of his mouth devoured: coals were kindled by it.

9 He bowed the heavens also, and came down: and darkness was under his feet.

He will lift me from hell. You who like to steal, kill, and destroy, if you steal, like those who use marijuana, have a propensity to experiment with harsher drugs. Steal, and you are capable of murder. I know you're going to kill me, but don't expect me to ask Yahuah to forgive you, for you know not what you do. Take measure of your sins and hate yourself. You can't ask for forgiveness when you haven’t the heart to forgive. Yahusha’s love has never wavered; it is I who failed you, Yisrael. Good riddance, Columbus; it wasn’t nice knowing you. You are loved, Yashra’el. You are loved by the Most High, TP. Shalom. 04/12/2026.

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