I forgive
I forgive 
You’re forgiven
You’re always forgiven 
That has been black people’s condition….
It has been that for decades 
Since 400 years or so…
After killings 
After slaughters 
After rapings 
Black people still forgive….
It bothers me, 
Why do we have to be a bigger person 
When we can hold these motherfuckers accountable?
Why do we have to hug these wicked racists?
Why do we have to listen to what Jesus says?
You know Jesus is what white folks gave us….
Look at our bleach white minds….
Look at how we became way too kind 
Way too compassionate to a white man
Who wants to genocide us….

Forgiveness is a sickness….
I won’t apologize for sayin this 
It’s the truth….
This is why black mental health 
Needs to be talked about out loud 
Our trauma needs to be addressed…
Cos slavery and colonialism has fucked our 
Minds up so is our souls…
Please study our history 
Go read how atrocities affect our brains constantly 
And how our dna carries ancestral pain….
I think it’s way of healin….
As a black race, 
We need to do a lot of self care 
For us….for each other…
We must learn dignity and respect 
For ourselves….
Cos forgiveness is weakenin our spines….
I think we were trained to listen to our hearts 
Way too much instead of our wisdom….
That’s the issue….racism is no accident…
Racism is done on purpose….
Oppression has us thinkin we’re not humans…
Does this sound like a mistake?
Not really….
Black people shouldn’t forgive 
White supremacy….black people 
Should have destroyed the system completely 
And mental illnesses has stopped us 
People stopped us….
Religion has stopped us….
✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 6-1-26