I’m nervous

I’m nervous
My heart is beatin right now
And I guess I have to be
Brave enough to tell the truth….

I tell the truth about everythin
But in this situation
I get nervous for tellin the truth
And I don’t wanna cry either

My secret is that
I’m datin online
Been datin for a year
Now and didn’t tell a soul
Well I told some friends
But that’s it…

I wasn’t ready to tell
Everyone cos I don’t want
Anybody
Lecturin me don’t date online
Go meet someone in person
Instead

I am aware of
The internet is dangerous
And I’m being careful…

So this mornin
I was asked who’s that
Cos we were lookin through the phone
And there was this guy’s name
The only reason why we look through is

My phone didn’t ring…

Somehow
The stern and joke
Mixed in
Questionin who’s that

I was shook
I am
Cos I was scared…

I said it was a friend
Though I was lyin..

He’s my boyfriend…

I shouldn’t lie
But the fear and shook
Got the best of me…

First of all
I need to tell the truth..
Without being a punk…
And if I have to listen to the lecture
Well I gotta hear it…

Even if I’m grown
I shouldn’t lie
Nobody tells me to lie
Either…

I’m nervous..
At least I admit my wrongdoing

🫶🏾💙💯©️ Kai C. May 15, 2023

True story