I have a scenario
In my head
Like
What if I get pregnant
Pregnant and in a wheelchair
I wonder how would my family
Act…
How would I be uncomfortable
Versus a person without a wheelchair
And pregnant?
I don’t think there would be excitement
For me
Cos honestly I can’t take care of a baby
With limitations…I can’t…
It’d be hard
I’d need an assistant….

Nobody is goin
To raise my kid
I don’t know if I’m a good fit
To be a mother
I don’t know…
I’m slow…

I will not get any
Happy faces
I will not be pregnant
If I ever get pregnant
I don’t want a abortion

Want nobody be upset
Nor disappointment…

A woman with a disability
And she has a baby in her womb
Used to be frowned upon
And frowned upon is still present today…

I would get an excitin reaction
How am I goin to take care of
My kid by myself? I can’t…
I’m not able to pick a child up
By myself…
I ain’t that strong
I can’t change diapers fast…
I can hold a bottle….
Play

But what good would that do?
Baby will cry
I don’t know if I have the patience…

What about the father?
I hope he could help me out
Is he goin to stay around for good?

Parents with disabilities
Can be great parents
They have assistants
They told others who say they can’t
Cos of their deformity,
They can have a beautiful family
Regardlessly of their situations…
They went through obstacles to make it work….

And me, I don’t know…
I want to be a mom
One day…the question is,
Am I able to? What would my family’s reaction
Be like? Would they believe me?
Would they think it’s a joke?
Would they make me get an abortion?
Or find adopted parents who’s goin to love and care?

In my family, it’s not goin to happen..
It’s a no, no…
💯♿️✊🏿 ©️ Kai C. 7-31-23