Am I meant to be alone?

Am I meant to be alone?
I believe so…
Cos I may have come too strong for you…
And my strong has pushed you away…
I came too forward
My forwardness ran you off
I’m sorry…

Sometimes a little too honesty
Should have kept in the dark…
Behind closed doors
But I don’t wanna lie..
I don’t wanna tell a story
Sayin I did that I do this
When you wanna know

I’m not perfect…
I’m not Jesus..
I am a woman
Who expose mistakes
On her own part

Like I fall in love too quick
And found myself crushin on
Somebody’s man..
Without considerin nobody feelings

That makes me think
I’m meant to be alone…

You know karma
Has her business
She’s in a room with me
Sayin I need to face the
Consequences…

With that experience
I’m meant to be alone…

And I want someone
Who loves me back..
Though

I feel like someone
Who wouldn’t want to be with
A woman who has flaws that keep remindin
Her the past…

I’m scared to repeat…
I don’t want the temptation
Ever again..

Am I meant to be alone?
Do I deserve to be with someone who loves me back
After all of this?

I don’t know…

Maybe or maybe not…
💔💯©️ Kai C. 8-4-23