Love is when you lean your head on your boyfriend’s shoulder….

Love
Is when you lean your head on
Your boyfriend’s shoulder while
He wraps his arms around you holdin
You close, holdin you tight
Like he never wants to let you go…

To me, that’s special…
That’s the most sweetest thing in the world
He, your man shows you how much he cares…
He never wants to let you to slip away…
Your heart is his, his is yours….

I imagine somethin like that…
Beautiful, magical…all these things
Will make me float off the sky and above the sky….
Cos the guy of my dreams doesn’t wanna let me go…
I didn’t want him to leave me either….

Almost everyone maybe almost everyone
Would wonder what forever looks like?
Is it like heaven? Or sugarplum candyland?
You ponder on that thought what together for a long time
Seems like…
Or is it just hopeless hopeful romantics like myself who
Thinks this way?

It’s me but I’m not alone on thinkin this way….they’re amorous
People who thought this way, too…
We don’t know what our forever with a special person
Looks like….we don’t know cos we never experienced a love story
That’s so true…

I’ve never had a long term relationship for more than two years
Before…never been with someone who wants to break up…
I’ve never had a guy who wants to be with me, actually grow old with me

And love me just the same….still wants to hold me…..
Most time my love stories ended shortly….like a minute or
A second….well that’s cos each ex didn’t love me back….

You see
You’ve got a long love story
That you experienced in your lifetime
You have a wonderful man who wants to dance
With you, eat dinner with you, askin about your day
Wants to hold you in his arms all the time…
And you do the same for him…

You do have a forever in
Your own personal space
You know what it looks like
For you and your man
Cos both of y’all gaze each other like there’s nothing wrong
To one another and fuck the world….

Me
I want that in my relationship…
I wouldn’t worry about what the crowd thinks
When I have a man’s heart proudly in my hands..

He loves me, I love him…
🫶🏾💙 ©️Kai C. 10-4-23