Raped

If I were raped,
I’d longer to have a desire
To make love with someone’s special…
I’d be ruined, I’d be broken….
And I never been raped before…
I don’t want that kind of damage…
And I’m sorry for the victims who
Have been through this trauma…
Who carried the pain for years, for decades
I’m sorry that people have to bring up
The rape jokes…the violation…
I’ve listened to poets and storytellers
About sexual assault
Sexual abuse
How both genders say no
Over and over and over
Don’t touch me
Like keepin your hands to yourself
Is never the response they don’t wanna hear…
Why is rape culture so popular?
Why does the cruelty asked what were you wearin?
That makes it worse….
And if I were raped by a monster,
I wouldn’t want sex….
That would ruin my sweet fantasies…
I would cry
I would have uncomfortable flashbacks
And cover my temple up in a ball
Cos I would feel dirty…
I wouldn’t want to have sex with my boyfriend
Anymore…
Disgusted
Guilt
I’d be a psychological wreck..
Nobody deserves this….
Nobody deserves emotional sufferin…
And I’m sorry
That you experienced a monster
Invaded a personal space…for no reason
It’s why there’s such a thing called
Fuck around and find out…
Fightin back
Rape is violence
It’s so unforgivable….
And the monster knew
What he’s doin…
Especially when he told his victim to
Keep a secret…
Another sad part is the other person
Who protects the monster…
I don’t wanna be in a situation
Like that…please don’t blame the
Victim, blame the monster who did
This…kill the monster….
💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 10-13-23