I hope writin poems about racism white supremacy
And black people isn't a clout....
Cos I got another scenario in my head where
People would think I'm writin cos I listen to
Angry black people on YouTube all the time....

I do listen to angry black people a lot, but it's not
That angry, it's just that I wanna help to spread
The awareness and wake other black people up...
People be like you're not angry...actually I am...
Cos what they're doin to my people and what my
People are doin to themselves and each other....

I act angry alone sometimes, and yet anger for black folks
Are paintin all over the pages....it becomes compassion....
It becomes my study guide...it becomes my daily lessons
It's why I got so many scenarios of what ifs...even flashbacks
I thought about.... I usually be in my room thinkin
Critical Thinkin about racism, about oppression
I don't like it when people say you don't experience
Racism, nobody oppresses you....it seems like

Wait a minute...
Everybody is oppressed in some form and shape...
I have experienced racism before....
White folks never experienced racism, system works in their favor...
But the government still boss them around...
With that being said
Everybody is oppressed...

And I don't want people who take away from my poems
As a clout, I'm not a clout chaser....just cos I'm a cheerful person
And I smile....and I write love poems doesn't mean I change or
I'm a phony just cos I listen to angry black people and white supremacy
On YouTube and any social networks...you know I do my research and I
Listen and I read.....so I can educate people through my poetry...
This is the only thing I can explain what's happenin through my words...
Not a hate speech.....

I'm learnin, I'm observin
And if you call me a clout
I'd get offended
And we will never be friends
How could I be a clout if I'm
Helpin black people? If I tell
Black people that they better need to
Learn dignity and respect? And that we should
Be revolutionized realizin that anger gets shit
Done.... remindin we're beautiful and the blueprint...

This is why i come up with the scenarios
In my head thinkin about somethin
In a situation...

You know...
🤎✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 1-19-23