The older I'm getting the more I realize their traditions don't align with my sustained awakening over the years. I also realize I participated in their traditions more so out of respect for my elders. After raising 5 kids myself, and becoming a lot more in tune with the craziness that is going on around me, it's hit home to me, that one of our first survival instincts as a people occurred when our ancestors were brought over here to Annapolis, and Jamestown, and separated like chattel. I cannot describe how I'm feeling these days, but I will tell you I have a since of foreboding, that we MUST come together as a community. Our survival as the ORIGINAL people of this planet will depend on how effective we are at collectively dealing with white supremacy and their fear of becoming an even lesser race genetically due to cross breeding, race mixing, and the global marketplace shrinking due to tech, blended economic markets, et al. In their minds Whites must rule, or they will eventually become extinct.