one thing i'm not ever doing again...is going into no job to go & be fake around a whole bunch of square fake unseasoned ppl i don't like in my real life...ima build me & mines up on my own. i truly hated them days w/a passion....like f'n hs, not something i'd ever miss or care to revisit again. it ain't ever been about $$ to me, it's f'n FREEDOM....i wanna be happy, i wanna create, do what i love, smoke my greens, & not have to clock in or adhere to some companies bs ass dress code & politics.. i'm a "beat at my own drum" type of chick....so go find somebody else to do it, idgaf enough