There is no one to blame for the unfolding of your life but YOU. We create our reality based on our thoughts.
Our reality is a mirror of what we feel about ourselves.
People show up in our lives and mirror our inner beliefs:
I am not loved. Not chosen. I am not a priority. I am abandoned. I am not good enough.
People play the role you assign them based on your own beliefs of your reality.
If you don't like your life, rewrite the script. You hold the pen through the concept you have of yourself.
You want wealth? Love? Beautiful home? Freedom? Kids? Great job?
See it in detail every night as you are falling asleep:
Hypnotize yourself when in theta brain wave frequency, which is as you are falling asleep or just waking up and SEE IT/FEEL IT REAL.
This reality is created on our beliefs. Recreate it.