I have gotten too soft since I went to therapy for two years straight and I opened up my facebook page to too many people who were not exactly all about Black empowerment. However, it allowed me to humanise regular Black people.

I have stated multiple times over the years how Black men who sleep outside of their race (that enjoy sleeping outside of their race) deserve to die. People like Stephon Clark, George Floyd, Rayshard Brooks, and even Kobe Bryant. There are two problems here. One, there isn't any Black empowerment or even loyalty to the Black race that exists in the people I listed based on their politics AND their lifestyles. You second problem is a question. Am I wrong for thinking that way about Black men? Because I spent 6 years getting rid of my sexual attraction towards non Black people and I am 28 years old now because I saw almost immediately how having sexual attraction towards non Black people no longer made sense to me.

By the way it's taking me a long time to write this out because my brain keeps jumping to a bunch of adjacent issues and personal things I went through. Things I'll probably talk about soon.