I'm a sharing person. I share more of myself here because this is home for me. Before I started therapy this was my therapy. Pressure burst pipes, arteries and veins you have to get that shit out. My 1st session was like me letting the flood gates up. I was all over the place, crying n shit but I felt so much lighter after. Not sure on what your thoughts are about therapy but its good to have an impartial person to speak to.