When I share my poems
With someone
They kinda laugh,
Especially when I talk about
Serious topics and what’s goin on
In the world, they laugh….
They thought this is unlike me
I don’t say those words
Cos they see me as a smilin
Happy person…never see my anger
Or anythin like that
But,
I’m aware of the world
What’s goin on…
I do my best to understand
I observe my surroundings
I do pay a lot of attention on the internet
Doin my research….
Sometimes I read a book….
My poems are notes to people
Who takes interest in readin my soul…
I wanna share my messages to the
Readers who need to be aware of the world….
I tell the truth, some people are laughin…
Like it’s a joke or it’s the way I say it…
I’m not that funny, I’m serious….
People who wanna debate me for
What I said in my poems…and close friends
Are not closer to me anymore cos I said what
I said….some slowly back away from the words
That triggered their souls….
I was told not to post racism, religion
Or politics
I didn’t listen…..
I don’t wanna talk about love all the time….
Would I want my voice to be in a cage of hush hush?
I do have the right to speak up from the pages, correct?
So I don’t get it….
Let people be mad
Let people laugh
Let people send death threats
Let people die
Cos
You know why
Where is the lie in my poems?
Where is the wrong thing to say?
You see nobody embraces the truth
Cos it hurts….whether it’s raw or kind
Nobody embraces the truth with open arms….
They laugh
They cry
They roll their eyes like whatever…
The truth needs to be said
Even if I don’t wanna hear it….
How are we goin to be free?
You gotta appreciate the truth tellers
With flowers especially while they’re here…
They take risks to do the right thing….
They sacrifice their lives to do whatever it takes….
You can’t save all people
Like you want to…you really can’t
They wanna stay blindsight….
If people wanna laugh at my poems
I’ll let them
But I don’t want them to disrespect me
Just cos I said somethin real…
Somethin real is out of line, out of pockets to
Someone….
You don’t have to read my poems
If you don’t like what I said….
Period….
As you don’t have to listen to a
Conspiracy theorist…it’s your right…
Nobody needs to convince you…..
You stay in your ignorant lane…
💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 4-26-24
Hollywood buckbreakin
Hollywood buckbreakin
On American soil
On plantation
I’ve seen it….
Elites and celebrities
Got away with it….
You know
I know…
If you want frame
Well sign the contract
Go to a certain kind of meetin
Or a party
You were put in a ritual…
You might be told to do
That makes you feel uncomfortable
But you have to do it for the bag….
You know rape, eatin children
Or kinds of things….
You chose this lifestyle
Right?
Do you wanna be famous?
Do you wanna see your name in lights?
This isn’t Hollywood swingin,
This is Hollywood swingin
They broke your spirit
They stole your soul
And you let them
Cos
You wanna be a star…..
Everyone calls it hollyweird
Run by Jews….
Yes I said it…music industry
Movie industry….
They fucked everybody up
Especially child stars
Poor babies
They don’t need to be
Around,
Even the women, the black women
You know
There are a lot of vulnerable people
Livin walkin in heavy tears,
Carryin broken hearts
Cos the producers wanna touch
Your genitals….
Another thing is,
Gettin killed by those agents
Or somebody is another way to get
You fired… cos you spilled the beans…
You were supposed to be quiet
You were supposed to apologize
And all that…
This isn’t a job, this is worse
You see on television or social media
You see these famous people glam up
With money and limousine
Travelin around the world
It’s beautiful on the outside
But behind closed doors,
There are too many predators
Too many privileges
Especially white privileges
And I can say Hollywood is makin
Capitalism stronger everyday
Cos we were brought into it…
It’s our ugliest distraction….
Givin propaganda strength….
Honestly
I don’t see anybody wants to boycott
Hollywood….nobody…
Is it possible that we’re programmed not
To? Black people boycotted the Oscar’s
Yet it didn’t last, cos they went back cos
They love white people, still wanted to be
Accepted by them..even though some don’t believe
In washcloth and soap….
I’m just sayin….
It’s Hollywood buckbreakin
What do I mean by that?
I mean black men got their masculinity
Snatched, they want them to be women….
It’s why you see them in dresses
And actin like feminine…
Those rappers
Those movie stars
Any black male celebrity
Who does this in a humiliation ritual
Encourages black boys that it’s okay
To be a girl….the people in Hollywood
Who control the brothas know exactly
What they are doin…
Remember in Jamaica
On slave plantation
That’s what they’re doin
Now we don’t see it in person
We saw the results…
It’s really sad….
And the audience complains
About Hollywood
But we don’t do shit…
We don’t wanna go after the Elites
We scared
We feel like there’s nothin we can do
We don’t wanna burn the whole entire
Hollywood down
We refuse to go to prison…
We become desensitized to the horrors
Like ok
It’s disheartenin
It’s sad…
We don’t wanna stop
Watchin films
Tv series
Listenin to music
Even though it’s a bad vibration…
We don’t care…
We just wanna live in big lies
Hollywood buckbreakin
Is on tv and the internet, literally buckbreakin
Black boys….
Nobody gives a fuck…💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 4-26-24
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