I have to say, I'm sorely disappointed in these Black people who exist in this timeline, in tbis realm. How selfish they are. But not even that, they are unloving creatures that care for nothing. No, they go out of their way to look down on Black people who are loyal to the Black race just because they aren't "perfect enough" for them. Wether it be they are gay or even disabled in some way, too dark skinned, too light skinned, too Pro Black, a sex worker, or they have multiple children by different partners.
Black people have too many qualifiers for why they don't rock with other Black people. FAR TOO MANY QUALIFIERS.
Older Black men who I thought were conscious that I looked up to decided to show me how very little they cared for me because of one of these overzealous qualifiers, even those that I GAVE MONEY TO. To be willing to invest in someone's time only for them to treat you as if your life means nothing to them is something interesting to me. I was and am guilty of looking down on other Black people but only because they are in interracial relationships, have a history of violence against their own race in particular women, and that is basically it for me. Nothing else truly matters but those two things. Sure, you could add people who don't take care of their own children, but that is more of a given and should be seen as common sense.
Once I figure out how the "afterlife" works, if I am allowed, and I believe that I will be, I will grow strong as a Voodoo God and start annihilating the souls of these Black people who are in the afterlife with me in order to get rid of hateful fodder that go out of their way to look down on other Black people for abitrary reasons.
It hurts me personally to lie to other Black people, let alone stabbing my people in the back which is something I have no interest in ever doing. It also hurts me to look down on other Black people. It feels very wrong for me to do. Coons, of course, are not included in any act of sympathy that comes from me. They don't count.