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Lastin relationship

I want a
Lastin relationship
Lastin I love you’s
Lastin kisses
Lastin hugs
Lastin romance
I want all of that
But I couldn’t get
Love to last like i wanted to….

Am I meant to have a
Lastin relationship in this lifetime?
With a man who wanna be with me?

I don’t know….
I tried to make it last
Beyond forever
Though

It’s not workin…

What did I do wrong?

It makes me sad….

Cos

I want this to
Last as it could
Like there’s no stoppin limit
Like there’s no breakin up

Somehow
It’s the endin and I never want it
To end….

The problem is, that i still love him….


Feel like he doesn’t….
Feel like he seems far….

If he said he cares,
He got a funny way of
Showin it…
Real funny way….

I made an effort to last,
And unfortunately

He’s like whatever….

He’s probably doesn’t want
A lastin relationship with me….
He never said
But his actions speak,

It’s okay
I get it

Maybe
We fell in love with the idea
Of each other
Or maybe I have fallen in love
With the idea of each other…

The way things are,
It’s breakin my heart….

I really want us
To have a
Lastin relationship
And in communication

He’s distant….
Miles away
And I feel like
I’m talkin to myself
I’m talkin to a brick wall….

It’s like

Really,
How could I be your woman
If we don’t talk all the time?
This is how love lose itself….

When a couple suddenly don’t speak
In a slow motion pace,
Well
Guess what,

We break up….

I don’t want that,
Yet I guess
He does..

Cos he’s not speakin to me a lot
Everyday…..

I’m not his girlfriend
Durin the time
It hurts my feelings…

And I kept tellin him
We have to communicate
He said he make it up to me
He didn’t stay true to his word

I broke up with him,
He doesn’t even care….

Let him find another woman
Will he treats her the same
Or different?
Cos he might pay more attention
To her than me….
He will texts her a lot
Support her more than me….

Or will he not respond to her
Either?
I can’t say…
But

I’m deeply hurt….

💔😢💯 ©️ Kai C. 3-8-23

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