I wanted a boyfriend
When I was younger
I wanted a boyfriend
I wanted to hold hands with someone
Write love letters
Go to Valentine’s Day dance
Cos I see couples doin this…
Fallin in love
Gettin married
Growin old together
Have a family
There’s somethin about romance
Touches my soul so deeply….
I wanted the together forever
Kind of relationship
Where I love him and he loves me
All the time…
Is it crazy to think this way,
To believe there’s a guy out who
Wants to hold your hand, too?
I wanted a boyfriend…
I wanted to be like those couples
In tv series, in the movies…
Sayin to my friends that’s so romantic
Hey at least
I’m honest…
I’m aware of that lovers on tv
Are all fake….
But it made me wanna be with
Somebody….
It does give me hope…
Cos
I wanted a boyfriend…
Do I sound desperate?
I hope not…
I always thought
Love is a beautiful thing
I play sweet ballads
I write poems about this topic
Makin up my own love story
Yet I get jealous of my Imaginary self
With this perfect guy
He was holdin my hand
And we got married at Disney world
The end…
Like happily ever after…
That kind of deal….
The reality is,
It never happened….
Just a daydream…
I wanted a boyfriend
I wanted a husband…
All in one man
Who actually loves me back….
💙💯© Kai C. 1-12-23
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When you look at me
It seems like you really care
Your eyes have that warmth
And it gives me butterflies...
You make me fall in love with you
Over and over again and again
Within seconds within days
Blowin kisses....I turned red after that
I play music dancin around
Cos I'm in love again....
I guess it's the way you look at me
Your eyes carry that warmth....
This is my sacred home...
No words
Just your expressions
Your hands do all the talkin
You lift up my chin
And we kiss....
As I said
This is my sacred home
I'm not goin anywhere.....
💙© Kai C. 1-12-23
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