I am a two-spirit individual inside the body of a male. I am both the male and female gender. I feel way too many emotions. The complexity of my emotions is almost too much to deal with. The way I think is too different from other Black men. I have been thinking about this for a while. It's something I've know about myself for years now and I have finally come to accept it. I haven't felt "human" since I was a child. And part of the reason because of that is the abuse and neglect I suffered throughout my childhood. I've started to feel those feelings of not feeling human intensify once again. I never felt like a normal Black Boy. I don't think I was ever a normal Black Boy. I have always felt off about my gender but didn't quite understand what I was. I was just playing the role of a boy I suppose. No, it's not like I want to be a woman. I just don't have the luxury of choosing. This is the reason why I put "pronouns" on my IG. This is definitely a big part of the reason why my emotions being all over the place lately.
