A forever black love

I want a forever black love...
Will I ever get it?
I don't know...

Maybe cos

I push it away
To the point that I'm afraid
Or that I force somethin to be mine

Like those modern day women...

Maybe there's no such thing
As forever black love not for me...
Maybe I'm not meant to be with a black man....

Though at the same time
It's possible to be with someone who you love
For a long time..and I've seen it in my household...

I'm supposed to be with a black man
And he's supposed to be with me, a black woman....
And we want to put it into that work...
So we could grow old as an elderly happy couple...

I want a black man who said this is my wife, my girlfriend
Kai and she loves writin me love Poems....and i love her...
There's no other women like her...she's with me she belongs
To me...she's my beautiful poetess...

And all the stars would sustain in my dark brown eyes....
And I would twinkle when he looks my way....
I wanna act like those teens in high school where
We go crushin on each other....
I want people to be like go get a room where we be touchy-feely on
Each other....
I don't flirt with other guys, just the love of my life....

I lay down thinkin to myself
Do I deserve a forever black love?
The kind that keeps me shy
That keeps me warm
How it doesn't break my heart?
And he will always chase me when he's already have me....
Or am I fantasizin a Hollywood classic romance film?
Like Disney?

I think I am....
Cos how am I goin to find someone who
Loves me, too? Who wants to hold my hand
And write poems everywhere he is...
I don't know if there's such a person...

Who's affectionate...who's givin me
A lot of attention...
I want someone to talk to...
I want someone to go on dates with me
And I could make him a sandwich...

I want a forever black love
I want a black man a king
His smooth melanin poppin
I want a forever black love
That doesn't involve breakups...
We will have fights and makeup fast hard sex....

Would he hold me in his arms
All the time?
Do I expect a lot?
I don't like to admit but honestly yes I do..

I watched black couples
Groovin away in their own rhythm
Thinkin I have a black man who loves me too
Wouldn't mind dancin with me...

And don't come over here
With that why love gotta be black?
Cos black love is needed in the black community
More than ever...
Black love is revolutionized
Black love is beautiful
And white supremacy does fear....
And if white supremacy doesn't exist,
I'm still goin to be with my black man
Cos he deserves to be loved
Especially by a black woman....

🤎✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 1-21-23

I can’t sleep ❤️

Meanwhile, in the Bay Area...

I want this girl right here...
If you felling generous is $225
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Dozens of birds flying south for the winter were recently seen dropping dead mid-flight over the city of Chihuahua, Mexico. The flock of yellow-headed blackbirds was captured by a surveillance camera on the morning of Feb. 7, 2022, as they fell to the ground. The cloud of birds is seen crashing down before flying away again, leaving dozens of dead birds lying on the street. According to Reuters, a local veterinarian first told the police that the birds could have died after inhaling toxic fumes from a heater nearby or because of an overcharge from electricity cables. During winter, yellow-headed blackbirds migrate from Canada 🇨🇦 to the Southwest of the United States 🇺🇸 and Mexico 🇲🇽.

Well, to be fair. It's made by coca cola so it makes sense...😏
https://www.theguardian.com/en....vironment/2023/jan/1

Ode to Florida
Who banned African American
Studies…that cos y’all are bunch of
Wuss..dear black people
Y’all should pull your kids out
Of the public schools and teach
Them their own history instead…..

But you know,
To each their own….

Soon or later
Children will be
Like who’s Rosa Parks?
Who’s George Washington Carver?
What’s black history?
Mark my words…

They be like
Slavery?
What’s that?

And you know,
They’re already learnin
About

They can be any gender
They wanna be…
I’m like ummm

What about geography
And math
And readin
And writin

Public schools
Are tellin boys
They have period too

I think
I like home school
Better
And a black owned school

Like I said
To each their own

I’m goin to mind my business

Cos

Nobody cares about common sense
Anymore….💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 1-20-23

Not only border patrol gotta look out for drugs. Niggas gotta look out for eggs now. What a time 🤣
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Let me make a love prompt for you…

Let me make a love prompt for you…
Go ahead and write a letter to my hands…
Then my thumbs will respond to your heartbeat…
I promise…

Let me make a love prompt for you…
Grab a pen and ink a short story about
Why did you chose me?

Tell me things I never knew
Like what does your shadow does behind
Closed door?

It’s ok to have a writer’s block…
As romantic writers on ordinary days
We sometimes can’t think,
We go blank

Hours later
Sweet imagination will come back to us…

I challenge you to write a poem
About our bones collidin in the stars
While we make love…

There’s a prompt for you
For a man who can chase a woman he loves
In the Dark through the tunnel of light…

Go ahead scribble love notes out
From your heart and I will respond with a smile
In my eyes…,

These are intimate moments where we exchange
Our telepathic souls….we watch our spirits
Twin flamin like perfect silhouettes…
how we sway, and moan in our own beautiful wordplay

I feel you
I feel you in somethin unexplainable
Another word for warmth…

Maybe all I could feel is your love
And I read your scriptures everyday
Tellin me you’re always be my shootin star…

I know it sounds corny and cliche
Though it never gets old….
You and I are soulmates forever…

Please
Let me make a love prompt for you
Give me reasons why we love each other…
Remind us why we’re right for one another
I’ll do the same…

I don’t mind leavin seal a kiss envelopes around
The house…and journalin our true romance…

Would you make a love prompt for me, too?
After all, we’re writers and we write our stories….
And we write in love….💙 ©️ Kai C. 1-20-23