The new men of today and their mentality will always be confusing to me. How can you claim that a woman is too dominant or has too many man qualities and yet you would like a woman to chase you as if she is the man. Then get mad when she's operating out of masculine energy when you initiated off the relationship in feminine energy by allowing her to chase you. How does that make sense. How you initiate a relationship is how you maintain one whoever is in control at the beginning of a relationship ultimately remains in control throughout the relationship so if you are asking her to chase you as if she is the man she will forever be operating out of that role so how can you really have a problem with that when you set the presidents for it. Just trying to make sense of things that don't make sense.
37 years of trying to fit in. I think i finally realized, thats never going to happen. I dont fit anywhere, not even with my own blood. My kids dont fit in. I think differently. I move and I see differently. I read what no one else will. I feel more than many. Ill never fit, and im finally ok with that. Now I have to show my children its ok not to fit. We can stick out. Feathers up.