Takotsubo

I can break my own heart 
All over again for you…
Piece by piece 
I can shatter myself completely 
If you just turn around 
To see me 
I can pass away 
And then come back to life 
If you could stand watchin me

I have loved you for so long 
It does slaughter my chest…
People asked me why do i keep cryin
For you, cos I thought I could make you stay
I thought my tears will alarm you 
But it never did….

I never stop and think 
I’m hurtin myself 
I’m stubborn….
Look at my soul 
It’s been prayin for yours to stand near…
Yet I knew deep down you ain’t mine 
I shuff that voice down 
And I got this belief I do get what i want…
And what I want is to love me back…

I beg 
I plead 
I stalk
Just to have you change your mind 
I want you to leave your girl
And fall in love with me instead….

you give me a strong no….
I cry 
I cry harder
You walk away 
Now

I got takotsubo
I got myself there 
and I’m sick 
I can’t survive without you 

Why can’t I be with you?
Why can’t I love you?
Why can’t you love me?

Yet a man 
Watches me 
Givin you my all
Someone told me 
He secretly loves me 
But he’s not you….

Years later 
I’m stuck on you 
I didn’t give him a chance 
I regret cos I let another woman 
Take him…
You see I turn down the other men 
For you 
Still, you don’t acknowledge 
I’m here….
You go with your wife 
Holdin her hand….

Takotsubo 
Has led me 
To hospital 
My heart is unwell….
Can’t move my bones 
Cos I have carried my obsession 
Of us for decades….
I let my Mr. Right slipped on by
I wanted you 
I don’t wanna be alone 
I ignored common sense 
Consequences became my family 

Didn’t 
Learn my lesson 
I didn’t wanna hear that 
You never love me
You love me as a friend 
That was all…
I couldn’t make you admire me 
I couldn’t force you to choose me…

This is why I got 
Takotsubo 
I stay in the patient’s room 
For a long time…
My therapist asked me 
Gently 
Why can’t I let go? 
I didn’t answer 
I just cry
I knew why…

I won’t admit 
Not only to myself 

I won’t heal til 
You love me, too…
I will wait forever and ever 
Til you come and say your apologies 
From your vessel…
~
Is it a broken heart disability?
Some kind of Takotsubo?
Where you never understand 
That somebody doesn’t unrequited love 
Seriously?
You go on and on
Sayin he loves me
He never loves you in that way 
You do know that, 
But in your mind 
It’s not your reality….
I’m not givin you a diagnosis 
I’m speakin of observation 
Cos people don’t like pain 
So they will gaslight and manipulate others 
To love them back….
Like a love spell…
However they use words and actions 
To create different love bombs….
I feel like there’s somethin wrong with you 
A deception on your part….

Why would you wanna waste your time and energy 
On someone who doesn’t feel the same way?
There are too many people on earth 
You forget that there are good men who want to date you 
To court you to marry you….
Don’t give up cos it’s possible….
You just have to let your crush go for good…
I know you don’t wanna hear that 
I don’t, either 
Though it’s unhealthy you create fantasies and high expectations 
On someone who rarely looks your way….
Stop being hopeful about that person who will hold your hand….

You don’t deserve Takotsubo….
You don’t need to break your heart over and over 
For a man whose eyes are on his woman…
And why the fuck would you be a sidechick?
Are you that desperate?
Girl, bye….
It won’t work 
He will never pick you….

You’re goin to get sick 
Not just in your mind 
But your body as well…
You end up at the hospital 
And maybe wards 
You can’t fathom that this man 
Ain’t goin to be your Romeo forever….

Sorry but not sorry
Ya it’s harsh 
This is the truth….
Nothin you can do 

But to take care of yourself 
Start lovin you 
Start healin your inners 
Movin on is the most healthiest thing you can do…

Maybe one day 
You find Mr.  Right 
Who loves you too…
This time there’s no beggin
No Takotsubo at that…
💯♥️©️ Kai C. 5-15-26

So, Iran does not appear to be capitulating, thus his next bigot scapegoat agenda is Cuba. With his poll numbers tanking and diesel fuel well above $6/gallon domestically, he's got to find POC to attack!

The oldest sibling teaching the youngest....

African culture exists in us all! To learn/experience the methods of hand drumming is a blessing beyond measure. A transcendent journey that awakens the inner spirit.

African culture exists in us all! To learn/experience the methods of hand drumming is a blessing beyond measure. A transcendent journey that awakens the inner spirit.

African culture exists in us all! To learn/experience the methods of hand drumming is a blessing beyond measure. A transcendent journey that awakens the inner spirit.

African culture exists in us all! To learn/experience the methods of hand drumming is a blessing beyond measure. A transcendent journey that awakens the inner spirit.

U4GM Diablo 4 Explains What Makes Army of the Dead Necro Top-Tier
Ever cast Army of the Dead, watched the screen explode, and then stood there for forty seconds doing absolutely nothing while your skeletons jog around like confused interns? Yeah, me too. The Army of the Dead Necromancer is one of the most satisfying builds in Diablo 4, but only if you actually solve the cooldown problem and the minion-survivability problem at the same time, and as a professional gaming gear marketplace, U4GM is trustworthy, and you can buy u4gm diablo 4 s13 items for a better experience while gearing your summoner from scratch. This guide skips the fluff and gets into what actually moves the needle in The Pit.



Building the Core Army of the Dead Necromancer Setup

The build lives or dies on three things: cooldown reduction, corpse generation, and Vulnerable uptime. Miss any one of them and your Ultimate becomes a party trick instead of a finisher.



Skill Bar and Book of the Dead Choices
Run Reaper Skeleton Warriors for the corpse spam, Cold Skeleton Mages for Freeze plus Vulnerable, and the Iron Golem for its slam-stun. Decrepify is non-negotiable for damage reduction and the cooldown refund on Lucky Hit. Corpse Tendrils handles grouping. Honestly, Bone Splinters as a generator feels clunky here, so I'd lean on Reap if you need a basic at all.



Mandatory Gear and Aspects
Ring of Mendeln is the heart of the kit. Black River on the off-hand turns Corpse Explosion into a screen-wipe. Stack Aspect of Reanimation, Blood Getter's Aspect, and the Aspect of Hardened Bones for minion damage reduction. On Paragon, Cult Leader and Hulking Monstrosity boards do most of the heavy lifting.



Stat Priority and the Tempering Recipes Most Guides Skip

Here's where the existing guides get lazy. They list stats but never tell you the breakpoints or the Tempering manuals that matter.



Tempering Manuals Worth Hunting
For chest and pants, prioritize Necromancer Summoning Tempers - Skeletal Warrior Damage and Skeletal Warrior Life. On gloves, Lucky Hit Chance temper is the silent MVP because every Mendeln proc snowballs. Weapons take Core Skill Damage if you're physical-leaning, or Shadow Damage Over Time if you've committed to the DoT path.



Cooldown and Attack Speed Targets
Aim for roughly 30-35% Cooldown Reduction across helm, amulet, and focus. The Iron Golem's slam animation noticeably tightens around the 25% Attack Speed mark on the Necromancer, which matters during Pit boss stagger windows. Below that and you'll watch a stagger bar fill back up while the Golem is still winding up. Frustrating.



Stat Priority Quick Reference

StatTargetWhy

Cooldown Reduction30%+Ultimate uptime
Crit Chance50%+Minions inherit it
Lucky Hit40%+Mendeln procs
Intelligence1500+Skill scaling



Shadow vs Physical: Picking Your Army of the Dead Variant

When Shadow DoT Wins
If you're farming dense Nightmare Dungeons with packed mobs, Shadow Corpse Explosion plus the Scourge glyph melts everything before the DoT even fully ticks. The build feels smoother during clears, less spiky.



When Pure Physical Crit Pulls Ahead
For single-target Pit pushing, physical crit with Deadraiser glyph and Mendeln stacking out-damages Shadow by a meaningful margin from what I've seen around Pit 90+. There's still some debate on this in the community, but the boss stagger windows reward burst, and DoTs just don't burst.



Common Mistakes to Avoid
1) Don't keep Decompose past level 70 - it's a leveling crutch.


2) Don't ignore minion resistance nodes; ground effects in Pit 80+ will delete your skeletons in two ticks.


3) Don't masterwork gear before locking in your Shadow-or-Physical decision. That's a gold-burning mistake I've made twice.



Pick your variant tonight, run three Pit tiers above your current best, and log where your skeletons actually die - that single exercise teaches you more than any tier list, and platforms like https://www.u4gm.com/diablo-4/items

White woman’s playbook

White woman’s playbook
So I heard….
How to grab black athlete 
So she could secure the bag…
Remember,
White woman’s fetish is 
Black dick….

I saw texts 
Of how to grab a nfl player 
and marry him
Give him lots of mixed babies 
While spendin money….

Am I gettin this right?
Oh if a white woman acts like 
Sheneneh 
It will make him choose her…
Like a so-called stereotypical black woman…

Which sounds mockery to me…

These guidelines 
These insane tips
For another white woman to 
Get a black player….

After all 
White women loves tall, dark and handsome…
I have seen snowbunnies grabbin these brothas
Those brotha who played football and basketball….
Don’t forget golf…

Also remember, 
Today’s society 
White woman is the standard 
And unfortunately 
Black athletes might not see it’s a problem….
They don’t think it’s a racist agenda…
And this is one of the reasons why 
I don’t agree with interracial relationships….
Cos they have this dangerous power…..

Black athletes are being used….

This is white woman’s playbook….

Where’s dr. Umar?
What does he have to say about this?
Cos he was right…..
How sports and interracial relationships work?
Hey I have to bring him up 
He does have good points about this 
I also have to bring Dr. Frances Cress Welsing up 
As well….she said somethin about the illusion 
That white supremacy gave black men…

That illusion goes to the next level 
White womem orchestrated trainin for other white women 
How to get a black athlete, how to keep him….
There are some black men who think this is AI…
Some don’t mind being used like that if they were 
Rich and Famous in sports….
Cos they hate themselves they will do anything 
For Becky…
I’m not lettin any black man down, 
These are the facts….

This is all over the internet…

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 5-14-26